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.Tuesday, January 12, 2010 ' 11:02 AM Y

Winter break

Wow, it's been ages since I updated my blog. Guess it's been what, 6 months or more? LOL.

Anyways everybody, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010! May God bless u all abundantly. :)

So, nothing's really new in my life. I'm still on winter break and won't be starting school til January 19th. I spent most of my holiday staying at home, doing nothing other than watching tv or movie, reading online comics, and eat, yes, EAT. Gawd, I guess I already gained some pounds and I can easily tell from my chubby cheek (oh please gimme back my slim body in the past). My boyfriend came on Christmas Eve and guess what, it was snowing! That made it a white Christmas Eve, wasn't it romantic? But instead of going out and have a candlelight dinner or whatever u'll do for a romantic dinner, we stayed at home, ate some foods that I bought from a boba place near my apartment called Bethany. Yeah, and without candles, how romantic can it be? (sarcastically said).

So the on Christmas day I went to church with my boyfriend and my friend's aunt and her husband. After that me and my boyfriend went to their house and had a small party, then I went to another church which is an Indonesian Church and had another Christmas feast there. OMG, that day was exhausting, trust me when I got home all I did was take a shower then go straight to the bed. LOL.

Time went on and it was time for New Year's Eve. Me and my boyfriend didn't go anywhere, instead we cooked some Indonesian food and had a little dinner at our house with candlelight (this time we did, yes, we had a candlelight dinner). It was much better than going out somewhere that we don't know and end up paying lots of money for taxi, hahaha. Then we watched movies ($1 DVD is a good choice for spending time with ur lovers, trust me it works) and went to sleep.

So now I had nothing to do, lazying at home and sometimes 1 or 2 of my friends will come and take me to movies or just grocery shopping. Yeah, life has never been good, LOL. I'll post some more stories when I have one, ok? Stay tune guys and have a good early year! =)))

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Sunday, November 22, 2009 ' 9:05 PM Y

Reflection of a father

Biasanya, bagi seorang anak perempuan yang sudah dewasa, yang sedang bekerja diperantauan, yang ikut suaminya merantau di luar kota atau luar negeri, yang sedang bersekolah atau kuliah jauh dari kedua orang tuanya.....
Akan sering merasa kangen sekali dengan Mamanya.

Lalu bagaimana dengan Papa?

Mungkin karena Mama lebih sering menelepon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari,
tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata Papa-lah yang mengingatkan Mama untuk menelponmu?

Mungkin dulu sewaktu kamu kecil, Mama-lah yang lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita atau berdongeng,
tapi tahukah kamu, bahwa sepulang Papa bekerja dan dengan wajah lelah Papa selalu menanyakan pada Mama tentang kabarmu dan apa yang kau lakukan seharian?

Pada saat dirimu masih seorang anak perempuan kecil......
Papa biasanya mengajari putri kecilnya naik sepeda.
Dan setelah Papa mengganggapmu bisa, Papa akan melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu...
Kemudian Mama bilang : "Jangan dulu Papa, jangan dilepas dulu roda bantunya" ,
Mama takut putri manisnya terjatuh lalu terluka....
Tapi sadarkah kamu?
Bahwa Papa dengan yakin akan membiarkanmu, menatapmu, dan menjagamu mengayuh sepeda dengan seksama karena dia tahu putri kecilnya PASTI BISA.

Pada saat kamu menangis merengek meminta boneka atau mainan yang baru, Mama menatapmu iba.
Tetapi Papa akan mengatakan dengan tegas : "Boleh, kita beli nanti, tapi tidak sekarang"
Tahukah kamu, Papa melakukan itu karena Papa tidak ingin kamu menjadi anak yang manja dengan semua tuntutan yang selalu dapat dipenuhi?

Saat kamu sakit pilek, Papa yang terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak dengan berkata :
"Sudah di bilang! kamu jangan minum air dingin!".
Berbeda dengan Mama yang memperhatikan dan menasihatimu dengan lembut.
Ketahuilah, saat itu Papa benar-benar mengkhawatirkan keadaanmu.

Ketika kamu sudah beranjak remaja....
Kamu mulai menuntut pada Papa untuk dapat izin keluar malam, dan Papa bersikap tegas dan mengatakan: "Tidak boleh!".
Tahukah kamu, bahwa Papa melakukan itu untuk menjagamu?
Karena bagi Papa, kamu adalah sesuatu yang sangat - sangat luar biasa berharga..

Setelah itu kamu marah pada Papa, dan masuk ke kamar sambil membanting pintu...
Dan yang datang mengetok pintu dan membujukmu agar tidak marah adalah Mama....
Tahukah kamu, bahwa saat itu Papa memejamkan matanya dan menahan gejolak dalam batinnya,
Bahwa Papa sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu, Tapi lagi-lagi dia HARUS menjagamu?

Ketika saat seorang cowok mulai sering menelponmu, atau bahkan datang ke rumah untuk menemuimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia.... :')
Papa sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kamu sedang ngobrol berdua di ruang tamu..
Sadarkah kamu, kalau hati Papa merasa cemburu?

Saat kamu mulai lebih dipercaya, dan Papa melonggarkan sedikit peraturan untuk keluar rumah untukmu, kamu akan memaksa untuk melanggar jam malamnya.
Maka yang dilakukan Papa adalah duduk di ruang tamu, dan menunggumu pulang dengan hati yang sangat khawatir...
Dan setelah perasaan khawatir itu berlarut - larut...
Ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang larut malam hati Papa akan mengeras dan Papa memarahimu.. .
Sadarkah kamu, bahwa ini karena hal yang di sangat ditakuti Papa akan segera datang?
"Bahwa putri kecilnya akan segera pergi meninggalkan Papa"

Setelah lulus SMA, Papa akan sedikit memaksamu untuk menjadi seorang Dokter atau Insinyur.
Ketahuilah, bahwa seluruh paksaan yang dilakukan Papa itu semata - mata hanya karena memikirkan masa depanmu nanti...
Tapi toh Papa tetap tersenyum dan mendukungmu saat pilihanmu tidak sesuai dengan keinginan Papa

Ketika kamu menjadi gadis dewasa....
Dan kamu harus pergi kuliah dikota lain...
Papa harus melepasmu di bandara.

Tahukah kamu bahwa badan Papa terasa kaku untuk memelukmu?

Papa hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini - itu, dan menyuruhmu untuk berhati-hati. .
Padahal Papa ingin sekali menangis seperti Mama dan memelukmu erat-erat.
Yang Papa lakukan hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya, dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "Jaga dirimu baik-baik ya sayang".
Papa melakukan itu semua agar kamu KUAT...kuat untuk pergi dan menjadi dewasa.

Disaat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yang mengerutkan kening adalah Papa.
Papa pasti berusaha keras mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dengan teman-temannya yang lain.

Ketika permintaanmu bukan lagi sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan Papa tahu ia tidak bisa memberikan yang kamu inginkan...
Kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut Papa adalah : "Tidak.... Tidak bisa!"
Padahal dalam batin Papa, Ia sangat ingin mengatakan "Iya sayang, nanti Papa belikan untukmu".
Tahukah kamu bahwa pada saat itu Papa merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum?

Saatnya kamu diwisuda sebagai seorang sarjana.
Papa adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan untukmu.
Papa akan tersenyum dengan bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yang tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"

Sampai saat seorang teman Lelakimu datang ke rumah dan meminta izin pada Papa untuk mengambilmu darinya.
Papa akan sangat berhati-hati memberikan izin..
Karena Papa tahu.....
Bahwa lelaki itulah yang akan menggantikan posisinya nanti.

Dan akhirnya....
Saat Papa melihatmu duduk di Panggung Pelaminan bersama seseorang Lelaki yang di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya, Papa pun tersenyum bahagia....

Apakah kamu mengetahui, di hari yang bahagia itu Papa pergi kebelakang panggung sebentar, dan menangis?

Papa menangis karena papa sangat berbahagia, kemudian Papa berdoa....
Dalam lirih doanya kepada Tuhan, Papa berkata: "Ya Allah tugasku telah selesai dengan baik....
Putri kecilku yang lucu dan kucintai telah menjadi wanita yang cantik....
Bahagiakanlah ia bersama suaminya..."

Setelah itu Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatanganmu bersama cucu-cucunya yang sesekali datang untuk menjenguk...
Dengan rambut yang telah dan semakin memutih....
Dan badan serta lengan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjagamu dari bahaya....
Papa telah menyelesaikan tugasnya....

Papa, Ayah, Bapak, atau Abah kita...
Adalah sosok yang harus selalu terlihat kuat...
Bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat untuk tidak menangis...
Dia harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu. .
Dan dia adalah yang orang pertama yang selalu yakin bahwa "KAMU BISA" dalam segala hal..


I love u daddy :')

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 9:04 PM Y

Surga di telapak kakimu

Kunyanyikan semua lagu,untukmu ibu
Sebagai wujud terima kasihku kepadamu
Tanpa lelah kau berjuang membesarkanku
Berikan yang terbaik untukku

Ijinkanlah tanganmu kucium
Dan kubersujud dipangkuanmu
Temukan kedamaian di hangat pelukmu

Didalam hati kuyakin serta percaya
Ada kekuatan doa yang engkau titipkan
Lewat Tuhan membuat semangat bila diri ini rapuh dan tiada berdaya

Ada surga di telapak kakimu
Betapa besar arti dirimu
Buka pintu maafmu saat kulukai hatimu
Ada surga di telapak kakimu
Lambangkan mulianya dirimu
Hanya lewat restumu terbuka pintu ke surga

Kasih sayangmu begitu tulus,kau cahaya dihidupku
Tiada seorang pun yang dapat menggantimu

Ada surga di telapak kakimu
Betapa besar arti dirimu
Buka pintu maafmu saat kulukai hatimu
Ada surga di telapak kakimu
Lambangkan mulianya dirimu
Hanya lewat restumu terbuka pintu ke surga

Uuuuu huuu uuuuu

Hanya lewat restumu,terbuka pintu ke surga...

By Gita Gutawa


Dedicated to my mom. I miss u mom,xoxo.

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Thursday, August 27, 2009 ' 2:16 PM Y

cinta pertama dan terakhir

sebelumnya tak ada yang mampu
mengajakku untuk bertahan di kala sedih
sebelumnya ku ikat hatiku hanya untuk aku seorang
sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya semua bimbang tangis kesepian

*reff:
kau buat aku bertanya
kau buat aku mencari
tentang rasa ini, aku tak mengerti
akankah sama jadinya bila bukan kamu
lalu senyummu menyadarkanku
kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku

sebelumnya tak mudah bagiku
tertawa sendiri di kehidupan yang kelam ini
sebelumnya rasanya tak perlu

membagi kisahku saat ada yang mengerti

sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

*repeat reff

bila suatu saat kau harus pergi jangan paksa aku tuk cari yang lebih baik
karena senyummu menyadarkanku
kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhirku

*repeat reff


A song only for my beloved one. Thanks for being there with me whenever I need u, there's nothing else I could ask from ur unconditional love. U're such an extraordinary person, and I love to be with u forever. Love u and this song is only for u.

XOXO :)

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ' 8:44 PM Y

fall 2009, means JUNIOR year

Oh wow, haven't touch my blog for a long long time. 5 months? Insanely long, LOL.

Anyway, I feel so relieved to get out of DVC(finally) but I also feel stressed for university. Starting next week, I will be a student at University of Texas at Arlington. Exciting? Maybe, but I feel like I need more hoilday(am not kidding).
I'm soo not looking forward to go back to school but what can I say? School is important, if u wanna get a better paid job(u know, a job that can help u get a credit for ur house and car, and hopefully can fulfill all of ur needs of prada and gucci :p).

This morning John Chong sent me a wall in Facebook, and he said that he found some old pics. Yeah, it sure does bring back memories. Which again, made me wonder, why do I like spring so much. The most memorable events in my college life happened during spring 08&09. When I had my fun with my besties before they transferring, it was spring 08. And when I met my boyfriend and went all around together, it was spring 09. It was always spring, and next spring my boyfriend will come and be a student too at UTA. Can u imagine it? Everything that's exciting for me happens on spring. Gosh, I LOVE spring, LMAO.
I know it sounds lame but heck, who cares? :p

Sometimes I feel unsure about my life, but maybe it's true, God will always guides u and gives u the best. I believe it and I guess it happened to me already. More things to say but I just don't know how to write them all down now, LOL. I guess I'll write some more another time. Stay tuned guys, will be back with stories from junior year at UTA! :p

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Sunday, March 29, 2009 ' 6:48 PM Y

not ready for it

I really hope my nightmare won't come into reality.
I had enough already in my past,and I don't wanna face it again.
I think I was wrong,well I made the choice,it's too late to regret everything.
But,I still just feel not ready about this. This is too much.
Now the thing is saying about what I expected to see,but what about the day after that,after that,after that?
If only I knew,I would've been more cautious about it.
Well,I guess I'm being overwhlmed right now,I can't think of anything straight.
Only God can help me,and really hope that He'll help me.
Cuz I just can't bear,the [ain that I'll have to take,the risk I'll have to face.
I know I know I sound lame,but how can I not? I can't think of anything straight right now and I don't have anybody to talk to about this.
This is only between me and God,I don't even wanna put the details in here.
Please pray for me,hope this will end soon,and I hope the nightmare won't come true.
I'm just too coward to face it now,I'm not ready for it.

You're all I ever wanted ;


.Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ' 2:03 PM Y

unexpected

And today,it is definitely a BORING day.

....

Hahaha, I don't have anything in particular about today, and basically have no idea about what am I going to write. But well, today's weather (which I don't think you guys interested to hear about) is finally GOOD (cloudy okay, but rain, uh uh).

I read my friend's blog, it reminded me about the past, hahaha. All about Indo, and how I miss them.
But at the same time, I don't feel like wanna go back to Indo.

Why?
Dude,that's the same question that's been asked to me many MANY times.

Well, first, my friends are mostly in here, and time flies so fast that it's already freaking 2 years now (well, not yet, but will be 2 years). It's my last semester in DVC, and I can't believe how many things have happened throughout these years (well, approximately 1.5 years, lol). I know it might sound silly or whatsoever (for someone: u know who u are when I mentioned this), but well, that's the way I feel. My co-worker told me, that friends u found in college are those that will stick with u throughout ur life. Why? Because they "grew up" with u, together u guys were in the phase of "finding ur true-self".
And yeah, I think so. I don't have anybody here except my friends. When we need some help, we all go to our friends. I learned a lot from this place, and even though some of them might be painful, but I learned how to be a more mature, stronger person (well I know I'm still childish in some ways, but hey, life is all about learning, right?) :)

Second, I left Indo too long (and yeah, I've been away for 1.5 years without ever going back home). I felt lazy already to go back, hahaha. But since some of my friends are going back (including my boyfriend), I think I'll be fine. I used to looking forward enthustiastically for going back to Indo, but now, I don't feel like I wanna go back. My friends in Indo, I felt "far apart" already from them. Rarely talk with them, rarely get news from them, everything's different, what can u expect? And I feel comfortable already in the US, everything's good for now (especially the internet, I LOVE the fast-speed internet here, seriously). But hey, I still need to see my parents, hahaha.

Mmm, going back to Indo not that bad, I know, and since I'm planning to go Bali with my friends and my boyfriend (dude, u'll have to go with "camer", lmao), so I think I'm gonna be allright. But I'm not looking forward to do something, well even though I NEED to do that, but I'm not that enthusiast, I prefer not to do that though. Well, for now, I can only hope for the best for it, I don't wanna have any "fight" or argument or whatsoever with that person. What I need to do is to get my things back and that's it, nothing much.

But I'm looking forward for summer with my friends (oh mom and dad, pleasee, can I go to Hongkong?). I know that Sky might go to Jakarta (yippie!), and Mosara might go too, but I still don't know yet. I might need to persuade Mario to go back to Jakarta (so I won't be the only one to show them around in Jakarta, or will I?). Keiko might visit too (so many people are going to stay in my house, hahaha), and Fefe might stay overnight too (oh fe, come to Jakarta ASAP, hahaha, as soon as u got back from Europe).

Well, so far that's it, hahaha, I wrote longer than I expected (or maybe I was in the mood of writing blog?). I'll try to write something else later on, lol. TTYL for now. :p

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