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.Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ' 9:42 PM Y

Dear God

I'm being melancholic nowadays,which I don't know why. Busy and hectic with all the stuffs going on in my life,makes me think so hard how am I gonna survive this all. Oh yeah,I did messed up,but I'm trying so hard now to make it so much better,or I'm not gonna make it. Mom said that we don't have more money in hand,and therefore dad said that we need to pull out the long term deposit from bank. Makes me feel so guilty,why did I so selfish and stubborn to go here? I can just go to Singapore or Aussie which are cheaper for education. I even in the end can apply for PR in Aussie,but yeah,I didn't know that everything's gonna turn out this way. I can't seem to see anything straight now. Being me is such a hard thing,I need to work so hard just to get through this life. I miss my life back in Indo,but I also love my friends here,they're the reason why I'm still holding on. Life's unfair I know,but sometimes I feel why can't it be fair. Reasons are popping up,but none seem to be good enough to me. Am I being melodramatic? Maybe,but that's just the way it is dude. Dad told me he's still able to support me on my junior year,but a bit harder on senior year. Yeah,now what can be worse? And I'm spending a lot,dear GOD,I need a wake up call I guess. Been trying to handle myself but can't. Thanks,I know I sound like a spoiled bitch now. Dear Lord,I need a wake up call so bad. I really wanna save up money and help my parents. I'll try to look for a job this winter so I can at least have some money to save. Need to learn the stock market soon I guess,so I can have some money too. Oh God,please HELP me.

You're all I ever wanted ;


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december 6th,1990
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What I want ♥

what I'm wishing for now:
♥ graduate from university soon with satisfying grades :)
♥ get a job soon
♥ he will transfer to UTA(pleaseplease)
♥ make new friends here and stay close with my besties :)
♥ get more branded stuffs(means more money,LOL)
♥ HAPPINESS in my life :)

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carolinajesslyn
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taniahartanto
berlinrusly

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