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.Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ' 9:46 AM Y

it's all about if

If..if..if..
That might be something that we always said everyday. "If I didn't do that...","If only I knew...",etc. Sounds familiar eh? And that's how I feel also towards the word IF. Yesterday I was thinking about some stuffs and those made me feel about what if... And it's kinda hard cuz you can't turn back time or whatsoever. In some ways,I feel so stupid to reject something that might've been so good to me. It was something sincere,and I was so blinded with something that I should've known but I just didn't want to admit it. And now,I feel so left out,and feel so alone. Feel so stupid to reject that thing,feel so stupid to broke that sincerity. And when I wanna come back,it's already too late. That sincerity has gone,and I feel so left out in here. Now everywhere I look around,it only reminds me of how stupid I was to reject that sincerity. If only I didn't reject it,I might be a lot happier now. And why did I shield myself from it? I don't even know. Maybe at that time,my heart was just so broken,almost can't be repaired,and it turns out that the sincerity almost can touch my heart. But when it already can touch my heart,it was too late. Lol,I know tha this might sounds corny or sissy,but here I am with all my regrets and my stupidity,hahaha. If only I could turn back time,if only I knew that everything's not as good as it seems,if only I knew that I should've accept that sincerity before it's too late. And it's all ended with if only...

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gita "tha" christy
december 6th,1990
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What I want ♥

what I'm wishing for now:
♥ graduate from university soon with satisfying grades :)
♥ get a job soon
♥ he will transfer to UTA(pleaseplease)
♥ make new friends here and stay close with my besties :)
♥ get more branded stuffs(means more money,LOL)
♥ HAPPINESS in my life :)

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carolinajesslyn
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taniahartanto
berlinrusly

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