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.Tuesday, August 5, 2008 ' 8:13 AM Y

afterall...

I feel so stressed now,so much stuffs going on in my head. It seems like I almost gonna lose "my life",and it feels like I just wanna turn back time when I was happier. I'm afraid that I won't be able to continue my study,and those stupid banks keep making me crazy,I have to talk to one of them today. I can't sleep well,eat well,all I'm thinking is how to get money faster and that means get a job as soon as possible. Well,I do working now,but I need another job cuz this one won't be enough to pay my needs,especially since I need to pay that stupid lady,sh*t. I'm so scared now,I just wanna have my old life back,when all I know is just to study and have fun with my friends. Right now,I'm kinda regretting my decision to go here and study. If only I just go to Australia or Singapore,maybe I don't have to really stressed out like this. The tuition is not that high actually,but the living cost is freaking HIGH. I just can pray that I can get into a university that I want,which I've carefully selected and their tuition and living cost is not that high. But still,I'm scared,I'm freaking scared. I just don't wanna lose my opportunity to study,especially in college and university. I mean,I don't care now if I have to work under table or not,as long as I can help my parents. Cuz I feel guilty if I spend too much money,which seems I did,and I feel really guilty about it especially since the economy of my family isn't that good anymore. My dad even doesn't know whether he can survive in his company or not,I'm just praying that everything's gonna be allright. Pray for me that I can get another job as soon as possible,ok? Well,yeah,afterall it's only life....

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gita "tha" christy
december 6th,1990
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being myself is the happiest thing of all :)


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What I want ♥

what I'm wishing for now:
♥ graduate from university soon with satisfying grades :)
♥ get a job soon
♥ he will transfer to UTA(pleaseplease)
♥ make new friends here and stay close with my besties :)
♥ get more branded stuffs(means more money,LOL)
♥ HAPPINESS in my life :)

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My loves ♥

carolinajesslyn
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alfonshardjasaputra
taniahartanto
berlinrusly

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