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just say it

I don't know,and I'm so unsure now. Well,sometimes people's opinions matter right? And now I'm thinking about it. I'm so scared the same thing will ever happen again to me,the "kicked out" thing. To be honest,right now I'm somehow feel blessed that I do have my friends that wanna hang out with me,wanna be my friends,and most important of all,accept me for who I am. But,I'm some kind of unsure about it now,whether they really accept me for who I am. I talked with one of my friend today,and well,yeah,sometimes truth bugs u so bad eh? And I think it kinda bugs me though,even though I basically already know about it. Yeah,I know that not everybody can like u,not everybody can accept u for who u are,not everybody value u as much as u value them,and not everybody know who u really are. It hurts when everybody gave u that look,which made u feel kinda like disgusted. I hate it when people gave me their judgement,beofre they know who I really am. It's sad,and I don't know whether those people will ever realize or not. I mean,ok,u might think that I'm annoying or what,but just tell me right from the beginning! It's hard to be me,and it's never easy,and I don't need more from ur judgement! And to face the truth,well,it's never easy. Now it's hard for me to kinda face my old world,the world that I thought I've left there. For some reason,I think I have a happier life in here. People see u as an adult,and everything can be discussed. And college students have different perspective than high school student,that's is the most outstanding thing I've seen and got. How people deal with u is so much different than when u were in high school. Right now,I feel like I do have friends,who's there for me whenever I need them. Yeah,basically,I live a good life in here. People respect u for u who u are,and I know that university is going to be so much different and probably,so much better. My coworker,brianna,told me one time that I can get more friends and different life when I'm in university. And so,yeah,life goes on,and people change. I might be one of them who has changed. And I just want to prove to those people that I CAN CHANGE,and what they thought about me was wrong. I mean,dude,people can't stay the same all the time right? So,I just want to prove to them that I can be a better person and those people,please,don't judge me anymore. I f there's anything that u don't like about me,just SAY it.

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