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.Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ' 3:47 PM Y

come and go

In our life,people do come and go,and some stay. One of my biggest fear in life is losing my friends. I've been ditched once,and it still gave me traumatic feeling until now. And that's why I'd do anything to fix my friendship with my friends,when I feel like I need to do something about it. Even though it's been almost a year,I still can't get over that traumatic feeling. And there's this one guy,who used to be so close to me,and I even can say that he's one of my best friends. We were so close that everybody was thinking we are couple,which is not. Well,some things happened,and since then we were like making distance at each other. To be honest,it hurts me,cuz I feel like I'm being left again. That traumatic feeling came to me,and I was so scared to loose another friend. Being here,alone,in United States which practically made a big difference between me and my friends back in Indonesia,made me feel so upset. I already feel lonely,knowing that me and my friends are now living in basically,DIFFERENT worlds. Yeah,different. Everything wasn't the same,everything has changed and life goes on. And that's how I deal with my life,I'm learning how to let go some things in my life. But,some things are just too painful,too unforgettable,too precious to be let go. I just feel like I'm not ready yet to loose those things,precious things in my life. And now,I'm facing one of my "almost-over" friendship. Well,yeah,some things were my mistakes,I was stupid and blind. But,well,I'm trying to fix it now,and I don't know what will happen to me later. 2 of my friends made me realize,they were being so wise,that I do have to let go some of the things in my life,no matter how precious or how unforgettable those things to me. Life still goes on,the world still goes around,no matter what will happen. So,I'm waiting for what will happen after I try to fix this friendship. I know I might have to face the worst of the bunch,but well,at least I still those who will be there for me. All I have to know maybe just how to let go some things in my life....

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gita "tha" christy
december 6th,1990
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what I'm wishing for now:
♥ graduate from university soon with satisfying grades :)
♥ get a job soon
♥ he will transfer to UTA(pleaseplease)
♥ make new friends here and stay close with my besties :)
♥ get more branded stuffs(means more money,LOL)
♥ HAPPINESS in my life :)

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