Well,after some of my friends asked me to post another blog,so lets start it.

First of all,I've been busy,but now it's time for holiday,yippieee!! :)

Ok,my life was a lil bit miserable,I had some problems going on through my head,but I guess that I already got through now. One of them is the break up between me and my ex,and I don't wanna talk about it,cuz it's just gonna make me sad again. But,I'm still after him though,I still wanna be with him so now I'm trying my best to get him back. We're close friends now but I hope that I can change it into the relationship that we had before,someday.

Enough about those break up things,now it's about my school life. I was pretty busy on last week,tuesday through thursday,doing my finals,EXHAUSTING,eewwhh. Oh,and I HATE it cuz I only got B in my english class,it sucks. My accounting is no better,I got C,AGAIN,after I got a C also last semester in first term accounting. Gosh,I just hope that I can do better for my GPA next semester. :(

Oh,and I got a new job at school,hooraay!! I got a job in this office called ISAS or international student admission service (well,quite long I guess). Thx to fenty,cuz she's going to transfer and I can apply to replace her position :). And since the office needs people to work here on summer,then I'll probably busy on summer,but I like it :). U can make money dude,hahahaha,what else could be better? =d

But,yeah,I'll also feel some loss. My closest friend right now,fenty,will be transfering to Ohio,which is far away from here,and also 3 hours faster than cali. Gosh,I'm going to miss her so bad,since she's the one who's been very close to me along these semester. Well,for about 3 months though,but still I'm gonna miss her so bad :(. No more tuesday-thursday go out somewhere to eat and go to sunvalley mall afterwards,no more going out together on weekend,no more her company throughout my last year in dvc :(. It sucks when u have to "lose" ur friend cuz he or she will be going far away from ur place,but I know that distance doesn't matter if u have a great friendship. And I hope that I won't lose contact with fenty.

One of the most important friend in my life,mario,will be transferring to CSU-East Bay. It's sad,cuz he's like one of them who made me stand up again,after being "dumped" by my "old-gank-of-friends". He's the one who introduced me to my friends right now,and I just feel like I'm not ready yet to "lose" him. I mean,he's like my BEST friend,yes,BEST friend. I'll miss him soo much,he's like the closest guy in my life after my ex. If in girl side it's fenty,then in boy side is mario. I mean,both are precious to me and I just feel that I'm not ready yet to go on without them. I know that mario has car already and he can drive to pleasant hill sometimes,but still,I feel like it's gonna be different. I'm just SCARED to lose my best friends,VERY scared. Especially mario and fenty. I just hope that they won't "leave" me like what I felt before.

My other close friend now,berlin,will be transferring also and she went back to Singapore yesterday and I wasn't able to acompany her to the airport :(. Ah,well,she's not going that far to transfer,she's gonna be in LA,which I can always go and meet her there since LA is only 1 hour flight away from SF. But,yeah,I'm gonna miss her,especially those time when we were sleepy in business law class and chat through paper,writing lots of stuffs,and went together to berkeley for having lunc or dinner together in Jayakarta restaurant (I'd say,the BEST Indonesian restaurant in East Bay). She's more like a big sister to me and I'm gonna miss her sooo much,maybe I'll be going to LA on holidays to visit her,it's gonna be fun. :)

Another close friend of mine now,yosevin,will also get transferred. But she won't be transferring far away,only to AA in san francisco. Well,yeah,I'm still gonna miss her,since we're not gonna be able to go together on school days,even though we can spend weekends together. She said that she's gonna learn how to drive in my country and therefore she'll buy a car as soon as she gets back here. Maybe we can go somewhere together easier since she got a car,instead of taking bus like what we do now. And I'm sure gonna miss moment with her,go to Quickly and teasing her about one of my friend,the mr-cute-shanghai-guy-named-F,hahahahaha =p.

I just can't wait til december,seriously,I miss Indo just too much! I don't know,maybe because my life is kinda a bit hectic nowadays,I just need a to go home,I wanna relax and have some fun with my family and friends. I especially wanna meet someone,I miss that person just too much(I guess u guys can guess who I mean).

I guess,nothing more to say,I'm actually in the middle of "doing-nothing-while-u-work-cuz-there's-nothing-to-do" moment",hahahaha. But,hell,sometimes u can be bored and the thing that u'll remember is ur blog ;).

To be continued guyz...

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